spread across the sky blue sky the shadow of a shapeless monochrome man dissolved in all comfort into the monochrome wooden door, lost in thoughts, mosaic patterns, fallen leaves on shining skin sheet - beautifully reflecting hazy hasty kisses long forgotten between the warmth of pale white sheets through which diffuse a little light and on waking up or on going back to sleep you know it is that one worst weird nightmare that kept you running away from yourself and all of whatever is left of the world forgetting being born or being gone through tiny ringlets of rainbows